N283

i actually teared a bit when i read ks' post! u noe a lot of times we do things not for people to see or to even expect anyone to say thank you or to appreciate. and thats y i get very touched whenever u guys say thanks to me or watsoever. i keep all these msgs in my hp!! i just want to say that i'm very proud of all of you who are taking part in Make Me Famous. for some of u, its the first time u are dancing, or playing a certain instrument in front of judges or audience. but u stepped out in faith and went ahead with the practices.

ks, i know its not easy for you to play the drum and there were so many times when u gabra or went off beat. but i really see ur efforts and hard work being put in. when i see ur disappointed face when u went off beat, all i could say in my heart was "kaishing, you can do it! dun be discouraged!" and tonight is the night when u can have only one go at it. and whether it was well done, or half done or sunny side up (not funny), i want you to know that i'm very proud of you.

Jieyong, even though you never tell the rest of the band members, but i know the sacrifices you have made. u forgo a lot of ur assignments (which meant a lot of ur income is gone), took time out just to coach ks' band and ren jie's band. i can clearly see ur fatigue these few days but u never complain to the band members. thanks for being so selfless and generous with your coaching and time towards the band members. they may not see it or appreciate it, but i want to say a big "thank you" to u on their behalf.

jasmine, it is ur first time performing the dance item for a competition. i noe u are tired physically and sore in many parts of your body and even have orh cehs. but u didnt complain as well. but u still took time out to watch and support ks' band. u thanked me for being there to cheer u all on when u were rehearsing. but i guess what i did was just a bare minumum compared to u all. i just want to say i love you and you are making a big difference to the lives of the new friends.

brandon, i'm very excited for u cos it is ur first time displaying ur talents to not only the judges, but also to me and the cg. i'm very proud of you. really. do your best k? know that i'm always supporting you!

liting, even tho its not ur first time dancing in front of such a big crowd, but it still needs a lot of ur time and effort to get things done. thanks for standing in the gap. u know i love you right?

dale, i noe this hasnt been a very easy time for you. but i thank you for pouring ur heart out to me. it has always been a privilege to me to be able to get into all you people's lives and i thank you for the trust that u have in me. i've never taken it for granted. Rem i'm always always ALWAYS around for you (not just Dale, but all of you. yes, even at 4am if u want to call me, jieyong. haha) and sometimes i may not be able to solve your problems, but at least u noe u have a pair of listening ears.

thats all for an emo entry. just remember that i really really love you all. no matter what others may have said or what misunderstanding that may ve taken place before in th cg, i still thank God for every single one of you everyday.

I LOVE YOU N283!!

tian